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posted on December the 16th
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"You're the only person I want to wake up to."
You said it so calmly, but I heard you loud and clear. So loud that I felt my heart explode in my chest, and I knew that I felt the exact same way.
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posted on December the 14th
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i can hear your bones creaking, from beneath your tight skin; i know you're alive, i know we're alive. i can hear the words in your chest, forming from your hot breath; i know you're in love, i know we're in love.
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posted on December the 14th
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I can't fall asleep without you next to me. I've come to know every spot on your body, where the skin is smoothest, the warmest. I can find any beauty mark on your body, because I spent hours mapping them out on you. I know exactly where my head fits and where my arms should go. I know how to touch you, and you know how to kiss me. Your breath on my neck helped me into my dreams, the small noises from your throat let me know you were still there. And when I would wake up to make sure we were still together, you would feel my gaze on your cheek and we'd both smile until we were both back fallen back asleep. You'd tell me how you couldn't rest until I was in that spot next to you, and I couldn't relax until you told me that you loved me. And every night, I was able to dream knowing that your body was keeping me warm; I was happy because your love was all around me.
Now with nobody to hold me until I'm overwhelmed with sleep, I can't find any sort of peace. My body doesn't know how to react to endless amounts of sheets and space. I'd rather be in some contorted position, but somehow comfortable with you; than sprawled out and restless without. You were warmer than my duvet, softer than a pillow. Love was always on your lips, and without them I can't find sweet dreams. Emptiness keeps my chest heavy, and I miss you more than ever.
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